The reunion was terrible. I am sure you guys will be in for a treat for the next season. To those who are asking for advice about how to get on next season: Mark my fucking words. Anyway, for Are chris and shanley still hookup who have been keeping up with Are You The One, you should all know by now that Adam is my perfect match. According to the matchmakers I guess we matched up almost perfectly on all of the scales that we were tested on—all I remember was that one of the scales was a behavioral scale.
Adam and I are the same fucking person. I get that we would be able to tolerate each other and keep each other in check, but other than that, being an actual perfect match does not make sense to me. We honestly would not be able to maintain a long-term relationship with each other. Congratulations to my two little nuggets Amber and Ethan. I wish nothing but rainbows and butterflies and all the happiness in the world for your future together. With that being said, I was completely and utterly shocked when Ethan proposed.
That is just my opinion.
I am not saying that they are wrong for moving as quickly as they are, so do not get it twisted. If Chris had pulled that shit on me on global television, I would have both shit my pants and shut him down real quick.
A few people from the cast made plans to go to Nashville for New Years Eve with each other. Anyway, another rumor was circulating that all Kayla could do when Paige left the room was talk shit about how materialistic and annoying that Paige was…hmm, best friends much?
Long story short, Paige visited Alabama again, without telling Kayla, to see this athlete that she had just met is it Alabama or Mississippi.? I did not think that talking about giving a blowjob on global television was mean because everyone else was witnessing what I was witnessing at the time, but to each their own.
ANYWAY, the whole point of this is that when we all went out after the reunion, Kayla and Paige both cornered me at one point, literally begging me to change my Are chris and shanley still hookup about them. I just wanted to explain to you why I think they are fake people and prove to you that they are fake people.
With that being said, that does not mean that I never loved him or that everything that you saw on television was fake, because it sure as hell was not. What you did not see on the show was that I did not like Chris right away.
I was actually very bothered with how into me he was after the first night and I would jokingly refer to him as my shadow during my interviews. What you guys do not understand is that being in a situation like we were, you are forced to get to know someone. You are forced to look past the things that may bother you to get to know all of the good that someone may hold.
I did fall in love with Chris.
Chris was my source of happiness in that house and it was refreshing to be able to look up in a crowded room, to see him smiling at me. I was "Are chris and shanley still hookup" by how much I allowed myself to care about him but I was excited to see what the future would bring for us….
We both crumbled beneath its weight. Chris became very possessive, jealous and overwhelming with his feelings. I had these two older men come in two times one day and ask for me to wait on them, tipped me about bucks and asked if they could buy me drinks after I got off. I mean, they dropped bucks on me alone and spent more on booze a food. What I did was harmless—they bought me a few shots and all we talked about were the Colts and the Bears—and during the whole time, I was texting Chris to let him know what I was doing.
We kept bickering for a few weeks and I kept asking for space, but he never gave it to me…until he decided to take a different route and break up with me…on Christmas. I had heard it through the grapevine that he and Paige were talking, but he never actually told that they were and I never asked.
After a while we tried to make things work again but we could never make it onto the same page. Chris is not a bad guy. He has a big heart and means no wrong, but he definitely was a douche for asking for that from her.
We both were pretty at fault for the failure of our relationship. Let me wrap this up. I will always love Chris and he will always have a special place in my heart. When we see each other, most of the time its good.
There is definitely a magical connection between us. Do I want to with him right now? We both have a lot to work on. No but I am not saying that there is either.
I will say that we do talk almost every day and our feelings are still somewhat mutual. I hope you all understand that. If things are meant to be, they will work out.
I love you all and I hope that you can stand by me even after the hearing this news.